Friday, November 18, 2011

I'm so scared...about everything

I am so scared about so many things right now. First of all in a couple months i'm going to be out of highschool. That scares me the most just because i still haven't gotten accepted to college yet :( I finally scheduled my visit to RMU for the 29th of November. I was going to just apply and not even visit, but there’s a possibility that I could totally hate RMU, but I think I’m going to like it. As long as everything’s really new, pretty, and clean. I am just so worried that I wont get accepted. Everyone always says that it’s like super easy to get in, but still I’m worried as a mofo! I don’t have the best grades at all and I just took the SATs for the first time so my scores are to probably absoulute POOP, so I’m going to take them again just to make my chance greater to get into RMU. Even though everyone keeps telling me I’m going to get accepted but I’m still shaking in my tan cute boots that I’m wearing today. ALSOOOOO I scheduled my drivers test for December 17th. That is so scarrryyy. I just need to learn how to parallel park. I’m not very good at parking at all let alone parallel parking. BUT don’t worry because I have a subaru on my side. The truning radious is really tight so it’s an easy car to park in. But I’m just worried because my dad has to teach me how to park because my mom can’t park at all. She probably couldn’t park a bike if she tried. My dad is always busy and really tired when he comes home from work so he never wants to take me driving, and for some reason I make him really nervous….i have no idea why. Haha. Serioulsy though I’m not a horrible driver. Everyone says I do a good job. So he needs to quit being a baby. He is a grown man. Alllssoo I’m scared because I really really really really like this guy but I have no idea if he likes me. He obviously thinks I;m pretty but ya know you just don’t know. He’s in college too so I have to compete against college hoes. SCARY! He actually goes to RMU! So hopefully I get in so I can see him all the time. I’m just a scared human being L

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