I am so scared about so many things right now. First of all in a couple months i'm going to be out of highschool. That scares me the most just because i still haven't gotten accepted to college yet :( I finally scheduled my visit to RMU for the 29th of November. I was going to just apply and not even visit, but there’s a possibility that I could totally hate RMU, but I think I’m going to like it. As long as everything’s really new, pretty, and clean. I am just so worried that I wont get accepted. Everyone always says that it’s like super easy to get in, but still I’m worried as a mofo! I don’t have the best grades at all and I just took the SATs for the first time so my scores are to probably absoulute POOP, so I’m going to take them again just to make my chance greater to get into RMU. Even though everyone keeps telling me I’m going to get accepted but I’m still shaking in my tan cute boots that I’m wearing today. ALSOOOOO I scheduled my drivers test for December 17th. That is so scarrryyy. I just need to learn how to parallel park. I’m not very good at parking at all let alone parallel parking. BUT don’t worry because I have a subaru on my side. The truning radious is really tight so it’s an easy car to park in. But I’m just worried because my dad has to teach me how to park because my mom can’t park at all. She probably couldn’t park a bike if she tried. My dad is always busy and really tired when he comes home from work so he never wants to take me driving, and for some reason I make him really nervous….i have no idea why. Haha. Serioulsy though I’m not a horrible driver. Everyone says I do a good job. So he needs to quit being a baby. He is a grown man. Alllssoo I’m scared because I really really really really like this guy but I have no idea if he likes me. He obviously thinks I;m pretty but ya know you just don’t know. He’s in college too so I have to compete against college hoes. SCARY! He actually goes to RMU! So hopefully I get in so I can see him all the time. I’m just a scared human being L
Friday, November 18, 2011
Friday, November 4, 2011
Married to the money a true love story
Money has really been bothering me lately. It seems like the whole entire world revolves around money which is like really sad. I also have been thinking about how money is the root of all evil. Money is sucha dangerous thing
Money is such a big part of my life right now. I hate it so much. I actually started working three days a week just to habe more money. I have so much stuff to save up for. I have to save up for college, senior trip, and i have to have 400 dolars in my band acount by the time i trun 18. I literally have no idea what im doing with my future. I know i want to go to college but i just dont know where. I was thinking about going to CCAC for two years and then moving to Georgia and going to college there...Miami would be cool too. I just dont know. Im raking the SAT's this Saturday so depending on my scores i might go to RMU right away after highschool. But RMU isnt exactly the cheapest college. But ive had people tell me that is you go to CCAC for two years it could even cost more money to go to certain colleges because some of the classes dont transfer. I just dont kinow what to do. i wish I had someone to figure out all of this stuff, but soon im going to be my own so I have to learn how to make decsions on my own. On top of the whole college situation im going to ocean city for senior trip. I AM SO EXCITED! Its going to be absoulutly crazy. I just want to have enough money to have a good time. I dont want to worry about running out of money while im there. But I also have to consider the money i need to save up for college. But i just want to have a good time in ocean city. I thought that if i saved atleast 40 dollars a week from work id have a good amount to go, but we havent even looked where we are staying yet so it all depends on how much the house is going to cost. I really just cant wait its goin to be so much fun. But Even if i save up 1400 dollars for ocean city i still have to put 400 dollars in my bank account by the time i turn 18 because you have to have atleast 400 dollars in your bank account when your 18 or you have to pay 4 dollars a month. Theres just so much money i need. I should be saving all of my money, but i like to go places and have a good time and that costs a lot of money. Im just worried about when im an adult too because im sure we have seen the worst yet. By the time we all grow up im sure everything will cost 10 times more than it does. Im actually scared. Im not very good at saving my money. Im really a frivilous spender. I just wish money wasnt such an issue with my life
Ive heard so many stories where money has totally torn apart families or friends. Brothers and sisters are fighting over their parents money after they die. People do absoulutly evil things just to get some money. My mom tells me stories about family friends who have actually done things behind their own parents back to get their money when they die, but it should be eqaully distributed between the family memebers. I could see maybe if there was a child that did absoulutly nothing for their parents in their old age getting cut out of the money, but ive heard of the main care giver child getting nothing just because the other child is so selfish. Right now my mom is actually seeing a family fall apart because of greed. She is a companion for an older woman who is very wealthy because of her husbands bussiness, but her husband died, so her son runs the company. This older woman has althiemers, dementia, and parkinsons disease so her mind is not sound to be making decsions about the money, so her son takes care of the money. She has told me about times where the son wouldnt even get something fixed for his mother because he is being greedy with the money even though all of this money goes to her. Its just so sad to hear of all of these stories ruining peoples families because of money. A lifeless peace of paper.....
Money is such a big part of my life right now. I hate it so much. I actually started working three days a week just to habe more money. I have so much stuff to save up for. I have to save up for college, senior trip, and i have to have 400 dolars in my band acount by the time i trun 18. I literally have no idea what im doing with my future. I know i want to go to college but i just dont know where. I was thinking about going to CCAC for two years and then moving to Georgia and going to college there...Miami would be cool too. I just dont know. Im raking the SAT's this Saturday so depending on my scores i might go to RMU right away after highschool. But RMU isnt exactly the cheapest college. But ive had people tell me that is you go to CCAC for two years it could even cost more money to go to certain colleges because some of the classes dont transfer. I just dont kinow what to do. i wish I had someone to figure out all of this stuff, but soon im going to be my own so I have to learn how to make decsions on my own. On top of the whole college situation im going to ocean city for senior trip. I AM SO EXCITED! Its going to be absoulutly crazy. I just want to have enough money to have a good time. I dont want to worry about running out of money while im there. But I also have to consider the money i need to save up for college. But i just want to have a good time in ocean city. I thought that if i saved atleast 40 dollars a week from work id have a good amount to go, but we havent even looked where we are staying yet so it all depends on how much the house is going to cost. I really just cant wait its goin to be so much fun. But Even if i save up 1400 dollars for ocean city i still have to put 400 dollars in my bank account by the time i turn 18 because you have to have atleast 400 dollars in your bank account when your 18 or you have to pay 4 dollars a month. Theres just so much money i need. I should be saving all of my money, but i like to go places and have a good time and that costs a lot of money. Im just worried about when im an adult too because im sure we have seen the worst yet. By the time we all grow up im sure everything will cost 10 times more than it does. Im actually scared. Im not very good at saving my money. Im really a frivilous spender. I just wish money wasnt such an issue with my life
Ive heard so many stories where money has totally torn apart families or friends. Brothers and sisters are fighting over their parents money after they die. People do absoulutly evil things just to get some money. My mom tells me stories about family friends who have actually done things behind their own parents back to get their money when they die, but it should be eqaully distributed between the family memebers. I could see maybe if there was a child that did absoulutly nothing for their parents in their old age getting cut out of the money, but ive heard of the main care giver child getting nothing just because the other child is so selfish. Right now my mom is actually seeing a family fall apart because of greed. She is a companion for an older woman who is very wealthy because of her husbands bussiness, but her husband died, so her son runs the company. This older woman has althiemers, dementia, and parkinsons disease so her mind is not sound to be making decsions about the money, so her son takes care of the money. She has told me about times where the son wouldnt even get something fixed for his mother because he is being greedy with the money even though all of this money goes to her. Its just so sad to hear of all of these stories ruining peoples families because of money. A lifeless peace of paper.....
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