Life at “The Jersey Shore” - Busted Halo

Life at “The Jersey Shore” - Busted Halo

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What the heck happened?
  How did this happen so fast?
  Who is responsible?
  Do they know what they did?
  Am I to blame?
   Partly, but is it their concern?
Will it ever be the same?
  Can I redeem myself?
  Do I want to change?
I know the answers I'm just not ready to admit

Bitter Sweet Reality

"why are you ignoring me!' yelled
  desire. You could see the fury
  in her eyes.
"I'm not" claimed guilt "I'm so
  sorry hun" he apologetically stated.
  "I miss you...I really do"
  added guilt.
"Then why don't you answer me!"
  shouted desire; her eyes were
  tearing up.
Guilt embraced desire and kissed
  her head.
"Hun i never meant to hurt you"
  declared guilt; looking into her
  eyes she caved. His look was
  like a hand loosening a vice.
"I'm sorry guilt, I just miss you.
  I know you didn't mean to hurt
  me." apologized desire
In his head guilt sneered "I knew
 she'd forgive me."


Just like that, guilt is forgiven.
  how could you not? just look
  at him. He gets away scott
  free, but what about desire's
  heart, what about her feelings?
She needs to be stronger, but
  she is not ready to loose
  him.

This is an escape

I feel like this whole blog is an escape for me. It's kind of like a psychiatrist for me. I get to use my writing to let out my feelings. I know this probably sounds like really cliche and weird right now but this is exactly how I feel. Some of  my blogs might seem a little mean or like crazy but that's just what I'm thinking about. No one can say that they don't think about freaking out on someone or just totally slapping someone across the face. I just get these feelings out by writing them down instead of actually hurting someone.  

?Amiga?...Nunca

Like a boulder in a sea of pebbles
  she makes her presence known,
her voice is piercing,
  she stands alone...
the elephant in the room


Her being irks all that surround,
  pushing us away with the
  dictum and judgment,
  until her voice is only a
  minute undertone,
unfortunately we will never drowned her out

HATERS GON HATE

  Seriously I don't understand why everyone is so concerened about what other people are doing with their lives! I'm sick and tired of people caring about what I do in mt life. BE MORE CONCERNED ABOUT YOURSELF. TRUST ME YOU ARN'T PERFECT!  Neither am I so why don't we all just worry about yourself. In the words of miley cyrus nobody's perfect! I'm 17 i think I can make my own decisions. I don't care what you think about me because I know exactly who I am and YA'LL don't need to be judging me. Everyone is flipping out about the choices I'm recently making in my life, well guess what!!?? I love my life right about now. This is the best it's ever been. So I'm going to do me and you do you. Don't worry about me because I can handle making simple life  decisions.
   Yesterday I was so worked up because of all of this crap. Well today I've decided if you have a problem with me then why don't you just shove it! SERIOUSLY GUYS COME ON! You don't even know anything about this crap. CHECK YOUR FACTS BEFORE YOU GO SAYING ALL OF THIS STUFF! and don't you dare think that you'll be telling me what to do either. And half of you seriously have no place to even care about my life. You are just a bunch of gossiping fools. There are only 3 people who have any place in this matter. ME MYSELF AND I! (and my 2 bestfriends), but you get the point.....okay I'm done


    P.S. obviously this isn't about everyone, but you know who you are >:(

Yeah the suns shinnin and Im feelin right

Look outside to see the emerald kingdom
 fresh and budding; feeling alive. 
 can almost smell the mossy dew 
 the landscape grows an image sweet mint inside your mind
 allow the lush vegitation spread across your thoughts, and filter the glare of the world
 for just a second let the jade oasis take you away